11:24 pm 11.14.07

She is happy and contented with her life. She fell down but got the guts to stand up. Hundreds of tears already fell from her eyes but still managed to smile and laugh.

She is happy and contented with her life. She is lucky for having her life, her family and her friends. She is lucky to be surrounded by great people who loves her.

She is happy and contented with her life. She got what she wanted. She had her destiny rolling into her own hands. She knows what she wants. She has dreams she wants to achieve. She knows how to fight for what she wants. She knows how to listen to her heart -- a heart that has been lost, shattered into pieces, left broken, isolated and fragile.

She is happy and contented with her life. She knows what is right from wrong. She has wisdom. She has faith. She has love in her heart. She has her own beliefs. She knows how to deal with life's pressures. She is optimistic. She knows how to be strong for herself. She knows how to make right decisions.

She is happy and contented with her life. She is responsibly aware of her actions. She is smart, intelligent and witty. She basically is, beauty and brains. She is gifted. She is talented. She lived an above normal life. She was never bullied. She always fit in to the crowd without changing who she is. She is nice. She is not mean.

She is happy and contented with her life. Yet her heart is bleeding, tears continuously falling from her eyes. She likes to escape. She gets away with it smoothly, knowing time would put it all in place.

She is happy and contented. She thought there was nothing wrong. But deep down, she knew there was. She was hurting. She is hurting.

But what's sad is she does not know what is wrong. She does not know what is missing. She does not know what is incomplete. She does not know why she cries. She does not know why she becomes sad. She does not know why she is bleeding. It doesn't show. But she is.

She is happy and contented. She is happy and contented. She is happy and contented. She is.. she.. she.. sh.. sh... ERROR.

She thought she was happy and contented.

I know I am happy and contented. I know. I know. I KN... HEART BURSTS IN 3..2..1.

I do not know why and what is wrong.